In February of 2016, the original experience of being disrupted doing a seminar online occurred and with it came quite a lesson. Disruptions and the energetic and/or emotional response can be a quite an interesting thing to observe when it happens. As an example, on this day whilst delivering a seminar online, saw an abrupt disruption in the form of someone walking into the room and demanded something to be done so that they could continue doing the work that they were doing without any disruptions to them. It was a “I don’t care what you’re doing, it is not important to me, so you must do this now” type of experience. As the two energies came forward, there was a ripple effect that was observed, and it was strong.
The seminar ended abruptly, the recording stopped, the flow was broken and then the feeling of a heavier, more cumbersome energy came over me. The ego mind also known as the human mind had stepped in and of course, this was more about the lesson, the training, the experience rather than the actual situation that created this. It is, as Amy North discusses below, a test after test after test.
This feeling of the energetic disruption was a unique experience, there I was sitting in peace and silence, focusing on delivering the content, working with a spirit guide crystal I had created and to have that disruption left me thinking “where does one find the understanding of what an experience like this represents“. This disruption was done for a reason, there was more than one Spirit Guide involved and of course the lessons but little information describes the meaning of what an energetic disruption represents and how to overcome it.
Belief systems of any party has zero relevance to the lesson, but it led me to ponder on what if the situation were a person being in the middle of channelling session, what if they had this experience, the disruption would have stopped the work being done and then both the incarnate and the spirit guide will be required to reset and start again. Yet, it does in fact, create a heavier energy. This is what Amy North discussed. There is also the question, what if this person was being employed to provide a service and through the ignorance of another, disrupted it?
During this day, there was also a second disruption, and this was when I was writing about following breadcrumbs of guidance in life and it was so much so that it had since been discarded, although my own advice to myself would be to continue with it when the inspiration comes.
The discussion that Amy North presents below is from a session I purchased through Jocelyn Thomas and Amy’s teachings are extraordinary which is why I share this information freely with everyone else. The information that she brings forward is relevant to each person and to work with their guides as well. All of Amy’s information needs to be included in a book.
When you are on your path and you are teaching the way, many lessons come in to help you grow as a teacher. These lessons can be very trying at times. This is the cycle that you are in now. Lesson after lesson, all very, very challenging. This is happening as a christening of sorts. A way to help you birth yourself into your new role.
When there is resistance, it can be painful, but this is not meant to be painful, it is meant to be liberating. In order to see it as liberating rather than painful you must learn to look at each situation as a lesson, as wisdom.
When you look for the wisdom inside a situation it will reveal itself to you. Yet here so much of the ego can come into play. The ego likes to complain, to judge, to nitpick, to blame and to feel sorry for itself, so if you find yourself struggling in a life situation it is likely a life lesson and this lesson has wisdom. As you search to find the wisdom notice any resistance.
If you find resistance you have met with your ego face to face. In that moment accept what is but move beyond the level of mind. Ask me to help you, I will help elevate your level of awareness so that you can adjust to the frequency that will allow you to see the inherit wisdom in the lesson.
When your spirits are down and you’re feeling depressed, angry, upset in any manner, this draws in heavy energy all around you into your being and that makes it so that the light that you have within is sullied.
When this happens it’s harder for me to communicate with you and any communication that you perceive from me can be marred by your mind. It’s the ego speaking for me, so I want you to work on, when you feel any kind of upset, clearing yourself. Whether you use crystals, music, whatever feels right for you to use, especially in the heart, the third eye and visualize your ears being cleared out and the crown. Crown, third eye, ears, heart are all connectors to your spirit guide or any guide.
This is something I want you to share with others because all spirit guides have a hard time reaching their incarnates when they’re upset. This is even more problematic for those incarnates who do communicate with their spirit guides because as I said the ego will jump in and interrupt a message being conveyed to you.
This is bothersome because when you’re upset it’s very hard to decipher between the voice of ego or the voice of the spirit guide, you aren’t exactly paying attention to details. Obviously if the voice was saying negative things that would send off a red flag, but the ego is very subtle and knows how to manipulate you.
Furthermore, when you’re upset you want very much to reach out to your spirit guide and to get guidance to solve the problem I suggest working on clearing, working on calming, and if you really don’t feel that you’re calm enough, simply ask a question of your spirit guide and then get up and put it out of your mind. Go about your business, go about your day, sooner or later an answer will come to that question, and it will come in a pure form, as actual guidance from your spirit guide.
